I've decided to write blog again. It's been a long while and plenty of things has happened in the past. Lot's of good times and bad times. Now I'm not really in a good state cos I'm worried about my work, breaking up with my girl friend, the parcel I sent to my mum and sister last christmas has gone AWOL... I really do feel like shit.
It seems to be like my life really is like a TV drama.
I don't know if I should tell this kinda stuff but I stopped writing blog cos there's been a big trouble when I came back from England to Japan. I nearly got arrested for beating up my own father but there's a reason and it's not something I wanted to do BUT the strange thing was I had a dreamt about it and it turned out to be true... He really pissed me off for trying to let me down even if it's not my fault, I never lied about things but accusing me and never admitting to his own mistakes. He's a member of the cult Soka Gakkai brain washed, held a meeting here like 2ce a week back then. Even to this day there is a meeting 1ce a week. I can't really complain cos of cheap rent and roof over my head. There was blood everywhere also the explosion of my hatred toward my oldman. It's difficult being with someone who I never really liked from childhood and being separate with that person for 13 years. He was never an ideal father figure but he no matter what and he still is my father... Anyways when that happened we made up cried and hugged and to this day we don't really have any problems. We communicate more.
My girlfriend at that time Fabiola helped me a lot. This girl I found from brochure called Tokyo Notice Board really is great. She's not that good looking but when she smiles she had the most delightful and beautiful smile. Brazilian woman really exotic, sexy...
I had lot's of great times with her and really is shame that we broke up early this month march... She just doesn't have the same feelings about me and even though this is very very painful I must move on.
My feeling for her doesn't change. But still I got to move forward in life.
I need to focus on my next job and I will be working for a school called Katakura High School. There's a schedule crash between Katakura's desired working days and this agency I work for called IES and IES told me that they can't offer me a job unless I can work for them on thursday so this need to be sorting out... I'm just hoping Katakura can change the schedule for me moving the thursday shift to wednesday instead then hopefully I will be working like monday to friday everyday and make lot's of money. I just got to hope and pray. Even though my work is kinda unstable it's getting better each year. This time of the season school is finished so it's not good for me right now. No work no income in this case.
Another bad thing is that parcel I sent to my mum and sister has gone AWOL and that kinda pisses me off a lot cos of all the sending fees, hustle etc. Apparently it's on the way back to Japan and the post office is tracking it.
I went out on saturday to Roppongi and that's been fun. I went out with a french friend called Camille. He's really nice bloke and he's a musician. I had a wild night gone bit crazy but that's cool.
For me still breaking up with her is really painful and biggest suffering I'm having now but I'm sure I will overcome this and I don't know maybe we might hook up again. But for now I must let her go. My mum has nailed the coffin for telling me about if I don't let her go she will never comeback and that's really true. I must listen to her because she's my mother and I respect her more than anyone on this planet even though she's sometimes real daft about things. This time she's right though...
To be continued...
